= Her Morning Elegance =

A nice clip to share ;) I love the creativity of this MV.

= Birthday'09 at Teluk Gong =

Weeks ago 10 of us have decided to go for a seafood feast together. So we have planned to go Klang for colleagues gathering.. am so looking forward as i haven't have a chance to have seafood with colleagues before. It was a nice afternoon, nice sunset. I afraid i cant drive well at night so i get Tallman to drive my Priscilla and 4 of us in my car to the destination. We cant stop chatting and chuckles in the car haha.. teasing each other.. it was fun!! I can really enjoy because i am not the one who drive kaka.. Reached the Coconut Flower Seafood Restaurant, Cath, Ivy, Jasper has done food ordering. While they half way drinking the famous Coconut beer there, Cath & Ivy start whispering..
Suddenly, they brought a special creative Birthday 'bread' to the table.. i was like.. 'Wow.. its really cute and it would be tasty also!!' following by birthday songs singing.. =) so de happie because i didn't expected they will take this opportunity to celebrate my birthday!!
This dinner and 'bread' not only for me alone but also Lim (our designer), his birthday fall on 24th June and mine is on 26th June, 2 days different! but he is few years younger than me..hihi.. feeling so blessed that i able to share my birthday cake keke.. i love sharing..
Tahdah, suppose to have total 10of us but last minute Jenny FFK us cox her granny was admitted to hospital. So we enjoy ourselves ;) See, we have 2 very tall designers..
Lim is so good in 'cracking' the hard shell of crabs..so he enjoy the most of the crab kaka.. i just had very little of the crab, 1st is lazy 2nd is dun like to use hand to take food. We have ordered 2 kinds of crab, 1 is Sour Sweet Sauce Crab; 2 is Salted Egg Crab. The Salted Egg Crab is really really really disappoint us, it taste totally not like salted egg at all! i think my hometown one is best!! ;)
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Even the food doesn't up to our expectation but we still enjoy spending time together and have fun!! Thanks all for the surprise and i really enjoyed it.

= Dream House?? =

I think is time for me to settle down and get a home. Start viewing house around the place i work and where i feel i am comfortable to stay. So, i get parents to come along and view the house which i search online.

This condo unit is fully furnished with everything, is really EVERYTHING!!! Look at the living room, so classical western. Really fall in love in first sight.
What makes me so into this house is the master bedroom, combined 2 bedrooms to one and make it look so perfect. Although the furniture design is like 10years back, but just did some touched up can brighten up the room again.
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Old people doesn't really like the concept of condo. They said is so inconvenient walking from car park to the unit. The unit is small but pricing is so costly, not worth. Building is bit too old, not fully occupied. Blah blah blah...-_-"" still my Mom have yet see the Feng Shui of the house so.. still pending.
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This unit is just one of what i have viewed, still looking for cheaper and more affordable one. I always wishing to have a home that i can give myself. So so so many tough time i had out there after i leaving my hometown.. i need a real shelter now for myself a real place to rest for my life.. i dun mind how long it takes to get myself a nice home but i will not giving up... this is another part of my journey i need to get through...

= VeoJunk =

Fat.Ugly.Fat.Ugly.Fat.Ugly.Fat.Ugly.Fat.Ugly.

Fat.Ugly.Fat.Ugly.Fat.Ugly.Fat.Ugly.Fat.Ugly.

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Am kinda depress recently with my look. So many many many many comments about my look. And i realise, no matter how good you are contributing and done for people around you, still people cares only your look. People hardly see the inner beauty but the look n figure. .

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You are fat!

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You are flappy.

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You leg is like elephant leg.

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Your face is so meaty.

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Your tummy is bloated.

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Every sentence of above i have heard so many times and i can say repeating every single day till i almost gone crazy.

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Finally, my emotional burst!!! I cant take it anymore! I wan people to concentrate on what i am doing than how i look. Haih.... Yesterday when i see myself in the mirror, i cried and i start to hate myself, an UGLY & FAT lady... only if your are pretty, people appreciate what you are doing.. sigh... Give me the slimming pills that keeps me slim n fit but cut down my life time la!

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Stupid. Stupid. Stupid!!!!!!

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My PMS delay few days, again i knew my emotional have strongly affected my hormone and caused the delays.. finally it comes today but i just wanted to eat something to make myself happy.... i really need...

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So i went GIANT and grabbed whatever in my mind that i wish to have...

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i spent RM61 for JUNK FOOD!!!!

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Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!! Can i alter the size of my stomach so i can eat less... maybe i shall just cut the fats from my body by knife.. maybe.. i just so wish to hang myself so i won't need to think of my figure again .....

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I am tired.. people loves bimboo...bimboo...BIMBOO!!!!!!!! F**K the stupid mind of human in judging a women .... makes me so depress and inconfident... feel dying...

= Hazed Sun =

WT**!! The weather is so damn hot recently, especially during the night, arggg cant even breath and hardly fall asleep, am keep sweating its really tooooooooo warm, kicked my blanket away from my bed... i dont really need one!! Can you imagine how terrible the weather is?? Haih..

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Now what, HAZE air pollution. Kaoz..HAZE HAZE HAZE!!!! Even the Sun also 'covered' by the haze, like a salted egg york... i can smell the air is so different out there...

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Give us back the clean air and good weather.... wind ah wind please do your job now wake up wake up.. blow away the haze... and the rains come to cool down the land!!! We are burning d.. plsss.s.....

= Dome Noon =

One blessed noon movie & high tea... DOME...... for the moments...

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Nothing more precious than having quality time doing things that i love to...

= Veonie Pre-Birthday Home 09 =

It's still have 20days to go to my actual birthday date but family already prepared a pre-birthday celebration with me. I will have company team building on 27th June that weekend, so would not able to back to hometown. Feeling so touch to have family with me on my birthday celebration, especially we 4 siblings are home together.

Since morning of Saturday, Mommy woke up early and get fresh prawn, chicken and meat from market. We went breakfast and then Carefour. And now only i know that my Mom have so many friends that everywhere she been, there's friend greet her good morning. Wow~!! I really admire my Mom's networking, she have so many friends. After home, i am the asst chef, cutting garlics, onions, chilies, vegetables, meat, prawn.. etc etc.. like when i was young, i always be my Mom's asst in kitchen.. i miss those time and i am glad to serve my family again like this.. i would love to...

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We Invited MZ and family yo coming over for gathering, as DT's birthday is just one day different with me, so they decided to celeb together for us keke.. save cost leh!!!

After i have done all the works, auntie MZ called me to going over her place, she is baking egg tarts and asked me to go over and learn. WooHoo~ got homemade egg tart for the noon!!! So happy!! I didn't really learn how to make egg tart, but i did ate quite a few haha.. hot and crisp egg tart from the oven... really really tasty and it not too sweet!! I have packed 2 boxes of mini egg tart home for family to share...

After dinner, Daddy want to serve some fresh dessert, and he opened durians to share.. We were so full but still cant resist the best quality durians....

Thanks Darlingss Sis & Bro for the cake, i know you all were trying to hide this cake from me, but too bad i was home in the living room and caused this 'surprise' become a predictable one haha... but really appreciate it as last year i don't even have a cake from family or friend.... Mom insist to put FULL numbers of candles for my age on the cake and some more LUNAR age OMG!!! i am so OLD~ wooooowoooo~~~
Happy family!! Everyone is start busy at work already, even Sherly have got her work as beauty therapist at hometown, James as Sales Designer in JB, Maggie got her home saloon... i am so happy to spend this meaningful weekend home. I did talked alot with Mom and siblings.. Even give me 2weeks back to hometown also cant makes me stop missing them again after i back to Puchong.

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Mommy, thanks for bring me to the world and sorry for all the miserable i have bring to you after i born. I will never possible to repay all you have given to me but i'll try to accompany you as much as i can. I wish you stay healthy and always with me for every year's birthday till we both grow old... mucks :*

= DK Night - Committee Appreciation Night =

26 of us the DK Costume Night active committee organized an appreciation night at Neway, Puchong as a happy ending for year 2009 annual dinner SUCCEED!!! =)

This is my first time singing with so many people in a room, everyone is so enjoy the food, the singing sessions and even dancing !

Besides having fun together, we have a short session for Appreciation Certificates giving away by boss to every member. He keep saying thanks you & Well done to us hihi... (shiok!)

Y.M.C.A team, we are the dancers of the DK Night for the closing ceremony!! Tat night was too messy and tired to take one pic together, this is the chance here! Really a good memory... i never know i can enjoy dancing on the stage again with a team and stay back to practise 3 times a week after work... every steps of the dance is our ideas, everyone of us contributes a bit and become a nice dance!! Thanks everyone ...DK (our Managing Director) birthday is around the corner, we had prepared a birthday surprise for him also... when the waitress send in the cake, he was kinda surprise and enjoy the birthday song singing with us, even though the song is so so so de looong, but he also listening and some more 'RAP' with us.. even holding the cake and dance!! haha... sometime out boss can be really cute & crazy... thanks boss for the dinner and we are glad that you had lotsa fun with us too! Finally, group photo!!! DK Costume Night 2009 committee Members BIG HUGSS everyone!!!! and YES! we make the night happen!! Congrats for the succeed!!! ;)

DK-ians BOLEH!!!!

= Durian Season!! =

We cant wait until 5th June trip back to hometown... we bought some durians from the roadside stall... RM20 for this pack.. consider reasonable price ... this is 'Red Prawn' breed.. haha.. good quality one.. so miss of hometown durians... cox its FREE!!! Daddy and Mommy will definitely call to book the best one for us and will open and keep the durian nicely in the air tied Tupperware in the fridge!! I love cold durians... freezing one the best! Like durian ice cream! hoho... i wan MORE durians!!

= Food with Sherly =

Shirley graduate lo~ and she was spending her holidays at KL with YR. This is also YR final term in Malaysia and after 3 months practical he will heading to Manchester to further his law study. So this is a period of their honeymoon before YR M.U University course kick start.

We went Sunway Pyramid to have lunch after work on Sat to i-Dragon. I have ordered a very special dessert, Fried Durian. Quite special but abit embarrassing to have durians in the restaurant because the smell cant stop people sitting next to us to stare on our dish.. -_-"""

This is recommended by DT, inside is creamy salted egg fillings... very nice yumyum~

Finally, i have a chance to bring Sherly & YR to Cathleen (my superior) hubby restaurant in OUG plaza for a meal. Bakuteh Station, the owner is John. We ordered alot because we love the dish there. Pork Kidney & liver soup, Sour & Sweet vege, Bak Kut Teh, Yellow Wine Chicken, Steamed fish & Yam rice. We were so full!! See the dishes cant even fit to the small table.. haha.. even John asked us if we can finish what we ordered.. haha.. greedy us!!

YR is a small eater but by force he is to finish the food with us!! wakaka... but still he so skinny..

After this trip, i not sure when again Sherly can escape from her busy work in beauty saloon again... wish her all the best for her new job.. and we are now one step closer to sistherhood business ya! ;)

= Sexy Flinstone =

Tahdah, finally DK Costume Night is over and i succeed to wear something special for the night. A piece of RM30 cloth & Pet Bone with white spray + some accessories that i have.. i was one of the BEST COSTUMES winner!!!! ' ;)

Photo taken by judges of the night .. till today, i still love my dressing that night, casual, relaxing , and sexy hihi... meaty sexy... haha..

Free body 'tattoo' drawing by our designers and a few helpers... tiger crawl scars on my back.. i love this pic much.. so nature.. Sexy Flinstone had found her hubby Flinstone on the night haha... so coincident as i didn't know he gonna dress up so alike with me ..
Vincent is the VIP to gave me my prize hihi.. 3rd prize, 1x Panasonic Lumix DMC-LS80 camera and Cash RM100. Yoohoo~

= DK Costume Night - What to wear?? =

A day that everyone will gather together to celebrate and many gitfs giving away. Feast for Dk-ians. Fall on 16th of May. Everyone is so loking forward the day to come and cnat wait to carry the gifts home.

As a committee, i have more worries than others, i have lucky draw pragram to arrange, am the usher for the night, and as a committee member i need to be suportive and wear to the theme. Really headache what to wear. I have tried to get advice from friends in KL but seems nothing much contribution. So, i decided to get my idea back home and discuss with sis darlings.

Sherly & Maggie is in beauty line, they learnt at their institute in fantasy make up, so they give me more ideas extend from my original thought of Flinston wife. I bought the 'bone' for pet dog from petshop, and a piece of cloth from the Kedai Kain near my house. Total cost me around RM30 + RM4.5 = RM34.50. Hmm.. and need to spray paint white on the bones to make it more outstanding. ;)

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Wish me luck for the night yeah ! I am aiming the final 6 in best dress. Hope i got any.

= Even the Last Drop =

Nothing but something lame, this is my principal, not to waste even the last drop of my hand lotion. I cant live without hand lotion and body lotion. I need it everyday and i will reapply hand lotion for times in office and even at home. I will always carry one bottle in my handbag, after went restroom i will reapply again wakaka.. this is not what people said to taking care my skin but a bad habit to always feel my hand smooth (and sticky) haha... ;) I LUB HAND LOTION NAH!! >.<""

= Love Love Mommy Day'09 =

Mother's day, the day that makes me stay home and stick with my Mom. Missing so much every time when i leaving her to work at KL. As what i did every year, bought some cards and material needed from stationery shop. Stay back during lunch hour to do a handmade mother's day card for my beloved Mom. I have bought some extra items to stick on the card from RM5 shop at IOI Mall. Its kinda nice and match with the pink color paper i have chosen.
This time is kinda rush, as we have forgotten to pre-order the flowers to my Mom. Rushing to the boutique in the first minute when i reached Hometown. One dozen of Dark Pink Carnison for Mom. They have printed greeting cards with Chinese wordings come together with the bouquet.

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James just back on time and brought the cake for our celebration.

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Mommy, every year we wrote so many words in the cards for you but yet, i believe you can feel us better with our action and spoken words that we have proved more. We love you and thank you for everything.

= My Bunny W705 =

Okie, i spent money by force again.. my hand phone being stole and now i have to get a new one to continue my living.. as u know people nowadays cant live w/o mobile phone!

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I didn't go for iPhone but standard kind of hp.. i have bought a Sony Ericson W705 highly recommended by friends and salesperson.. 4GB memory card and wifi function. Am still on the way to figure out how to use some of the function inside. I simply love the metal black & red combination, i love it as this is so me.

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I found myself has changed to a person that i never know i can be one like this. I gotten over very soon after i lost my belongings, it takes me half day to feel down and then i start to look for replacement and survey. This never happen on me before, i am normally will down for days and couldn't concentrate on other things besides keep thinking the incident.

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I am happy with who i am today. People around me do play the important part to help me in improvement. I love you all and make my days even better now! Although i don't have luxury toys and materials to keeps me alive, and i don't have many chances to travel around now but surprisingly i am like flying without wings, feeling bliss & blessed.

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Looking forward my family trip to Kuching on Mar2010 if everything goes smooth. This time, James will be in!

= Amo Amo Amo =

I placing this cute smiley Buddha on my desk to remind me always be cool and steady... praying hard for peaceful mind and smooth work everyday..

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This is already mid of year 2009, feeling kinda nervous as i have yet got enough savings for year end holidays and 2010 new year trip. My birthday is around the corner but i failed to get enough $$ for my expensive gift. So maybe i should just postpone it to next year while eco turn better.

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I have just lost my hand phone, it was just spoiled actually days ago, and i passed it to a friend so he can help me to send for repair. It was the LCD screen damaged and need to replace. Unfortunately, my friend's car got broke in while parked at TESCO Puchong indoor car park. He has lost his whole briefcase included brand new laptop, camera, online device and my little sick Pinkie. =( I was so shocked while i heard the news this morning, feeling bad for him also and sorry for him that things happen this way. Luckily he was't lost everything through robbery or snatching, he might get hurt!!! suppose, he is the lucky one, and his Civic still with him.

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People reminds me to pray more, and i was start to think, maybe i should subscribe monthly contribution to Tzu Chi Organization to help those unfortunate.

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Everything is about how we think. Be positive and calm which i am still learning. Only when we able to let go we able to move on. Life is simple, appreciate what we have now and not over demanding. Always know who we are and we aren't just live for few years, but many many years that we have to maintain. For me, i wan to be happy everyday, not smile to money but people around me and how i feel in things happening.

= Loving Hut Vegetarian Restaurant =

Address : 15, Jalan Puteri 2/7, Bandar Puteri, 47100 Puchong, Selangor, Malaysia
Tel :(603) 8076 1811

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Sunday night is the night that we need to get ready for Monday Blue...we need enough sleep and adjusted our holiday mood to work..sigh... every week like this (same feeling as i am writing now... even though its just afternoon, i can feel the crap!)

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Wondering around Bandar Puteri to seek for something nice to eat, kinda sick of those restaurant that we always dine-in. And we found a restaurant that have nice interior and very bright lighting. It attracted us for a visit. The restaurant is something i expected like Lavender Bakery at JB which i have been long time never have chance to visit the restaurant since its too far from me.

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There were kinda crowd inside, all the sofa seats and nice corner being filled by families & couples. Look at the menu, there were some pictures of beautiful drinks. We wasn't know this is a vegetarian restaurant, because even from the pictures of menu we didn't realise that. Until.....our 'chicken chop' arrived... amazing!!those taste like real meat!

I don't really like thick soup, but this is the first time i tried and i am in love with their soup. Its not only thick but full of fresh mushroom, instead of those canned mushrooms. Alot of them, and just one bowl of it can make you full. Really yummy! Mushroom Chicken chop, from the presentation and dressing, we totally no doubts that this is just a plate of normal western course. But then. after we tried, and we cant agreed more that, this is wonderful vegetarian food! Taste great and like real. Slurp!Green curry kueh teow, light curry soup and the fresh vege, i love the 'fish slice' in this soup. I finished off the whole bowl even i was not really feeling hungry that night.

This is a good start for me to find and try out more and more nice restaurant around me. Vegetarian food aren't that what i imagine -- PLAIN. Although i understand that, some of them is high in carbo, once a while taking as an alternative for boring meals, i believe it should be not much affected ;)

= Wardrobe Clearing Apr09 =

Done my wardrobe clearing for the 1st time in 2009. This is kinda sad to say, i have around 30% of my closet that i cant even fit in. OMG!! Am getting too plump to fit in those closet that i love most!!! No wonder i always complaining that i don have nice clothes to wear out. I really really really need to slim down. I have 2 Levis that i cant even pull it up, it stuck at my thigh. WTH!!! One of it was limited edition, both piece are expensive and now what, I CANT WEAR ANYMORE. kaoz... frustrated!!

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Mad of myself that i always dragging my plan to continue diet till perfect. I always stop half way when i see some result. I am a loser!! I cant even control my craving for food!! Those food that high in carbo and calories. Loser loser loser Veonie, wake up!!!!

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I love to wear spaghetti top but i have to throw away around 5-8 pieces of them that i wore alot last time. When i put on those, i dare not to view myself from the mirror, flappy.. tummy.. it just awful aunty look!!

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Now my wardrobe have about 20% space for myself to add in new closet, but i will punish myself from today onwards no new clothes until i slim down and back to size M. No more size L or XL for Veo NO MORE!!!

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We should check or clear our wardrobe more often to remind ourselves to keep fit and pretty always. I almost cant believe how i can fit in those clothes that i going to give away cox it looks so small for me. I am sad but i wont give up like this, at least i know i am getting out of shape. Its time to align myself for a more confident look!

= DAORAE Korean BBQ Restaurant =

Today we have a special guest from Philippine.They are Tristan and friend, both them working on cruise, Willy get know them during her trip to Phuket. This is their first time drop by KL for a short visit during their off hours. Kinda rush but hope they enjoyed.

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I brought them to Sunway Pyramid for shopping, 1st time i have a friend went shopping with USD, Oh my.. how i wish i earning USD also hehe... they can get RM200 simply with just around USD60. What a nice deal man.. those are enough for a nice meal plus shopping for one pax. ow nice. They wish to come back to Sunway Lagoon next time.

We went DAORAE for dinner before heading to KLCC. This is my first time to DAORAE, the food is nice but quite expensive. As for environment is good but just too 'smokey' when getting more and more guest. We had some BBQ chicken and pork then Kimchee soup.

This is seafood fried rice, very unique rice mixed with vermicelli or glass noodle or clear noodle (whatever it called). Taste good too!
Tristan and Willy. Not really chat alot with Tristan because its like the feeling of meeting net friend haha.. Willy know him better. So i was like a tour guide showing them here n there without many words. Their English also bit different than what we are speaking, the accent maybe have to 'catch' what they said. Anyway nice to know them and hope i have a chance to visit them to the cruise too!

= From Japan =

My Senior Cathleen has been taking one week off for vacation. This time she is going with her Mom to Japan, Sakura season.

This is the souvenir she brought back from Japan for me. Love it.

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As she said this stand for peace. So i placed it on my desk phone. Hope every time when things screwed up by production or logistic people, i wont shout too much hahaha.. hope it works ya.. because i normally do when things go wrong, i cant stay calm and quite. What makes me mad is finance people, because they always asking questions that kinda stupid.. -_-

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She bought a super nice Burberry Blue Label handbag from Japan too, that one is limited edition which only selling in Tokyo. Envy envy!!!!